I am Going....

I have been called to Columbus, Ohio on my mission! I leave on March 6th for the Provo MTC. I need clothes! I need to go through the temple! I need to study! I need activities to keep me busy! I need a flippin' job!

Over and Out

This semester is over and tomorrow I am out of here! I technically could have left Wednesday except for a few things. 1. Holly's surprise birthday party this afternoon that barely anybody is going to be at because they are already on their way home. Those selfish little pigs!!!! I could have left days ago but she is my best friend and there is no way I would miss this since I won't be there on her actual birthday. 2. The Christmas Bash. What is this Christmas bash you ask? Is it a party? Kind of...lol. The Christmas Bash is going on at the gym that I do Crossfit at. We are doing a Crossfit workout tonight and then you go home and fall dead asleep. Wake up in the morning finish packing up your car so you can move and stuff and then go at 9:00 in the mornin' and run a 5k, then about 11:00 do a Crossfit workout, and THEN at like 12:00ish you do another workout. After all that goodness you just go get in your car and you drive home for an hour and a half and then when you try and get out of your car you fall on your face because you are all stiff and sore as heck. Because of these two factors I was unable to come home early. Also my mission call has not arrived at my house so I have absolutely no reason to even go home. That sounds rude. I do have reason to go home like my dog and my family but lets be real for a sec mission call trumps pretty much everything else on the importance scale right now. To bad that dang thing hasn't come in the mail but I do know for a fact that it has been assigned so somebody knows where I am going but that person isn't me. I hope I get it before Christmas! That is all.

It's like Christmas!

Dudes. I should be getting my mission call sometime this week. Can I get an amen?! Seriously took so long to get it in I can not even wait! And then I will be going through the temple next Saturday with my cousin who s going to Argentina Buenos Aries South! I am dying here people. Too bad its finals week and I need to focus and study. That has been hard I tell you what! Nest time you hear from me I will know where I am going!

Death Week

It's death week here at school! Doesn't that just sound so festive?! So far I have 5 chapters of Biology homework to do. Two tests to study for. A podcast to record. And a partridge in a pear tree! I also am babysitting in the nursery tonight. I am running a 5k this weekend. I am hopefully still going with my cousin so she can open her mission call on Wednesday. My podcast may slightly interfere with that but I dearly hope that it will not. I am just a teeny bit stressed trying to fit in all this stuff. I am not even busy during the day it's just like everything happens at night all the time and then I go to bed late and then I am so tired in the morning I just want to sleep in forever and then I kinda do so when I go to bed I am not tired. It is a vicious cycle. Happy Dead Week to all and to all a good finals week!

I'm SICK

I didn't get a flu shot. I didn't think it would even matter because I literally have not been sick since last year. That's like 11 months people so I thought I was pretty solid. Negatory!!! I have a sore throat a stuffy nose and my ears feel all weird like itchy like I might be on the verge of a earache and I have been swilling tea and drinking water like nobodies freakin' business! Then you just have that really bad day where you feel like you have been to h*** and back and hit by a truck on the way. Where you constantly have to blow your nose so it gets super raw and hurts so bad. That is the worst. I am all achy like an arthritic 90 year old hunchback woman. But on the bright side I can still sort of smell stuff! I could taste the orange I ate so that was nice :) And my nice roommate got me a cinnamon roll this morning she is too good to me! I am hopefully getting my first mission interview tomorrow so that will be nice to FINALLY get that going. Best of luck! Get a flu shot! You aren't invincible! Don't be dumb like me!!!!

It's Been a While.

So! What's up? My life lately has been full of school, projects for school, studying for school, and wishing that the semester was over.....because of school! Also I have succeeded in possibly making everyone on facebook hate due to a quote I saw online but did not quote so therefore I think everyone thinks I am prejudiced against people who don't believe in god. Which I am not. I think it's cool and awesome for me that I am LDS and it makes me happy and helps my life have a lot of meaning and joy. If that's not your thing that's ok! Maybe making music gives your life meaning and joy and that's awesome that you are developing that talent and that you enjoy it so much. Just I don't know...don't get hung up on things like that. If you are always doing what makes you feel happy and you are nice to other people and stuff then isn't that the goal? So this is my formal apology. I am sorry internet for my insensitivity. It happens but I am practicing not putting my foot in my mouth as often :) yeah it's a work in progress and quite possibly a losing battle but I will keep trying. For the children.

P.S. I had chocolate oatmeal for breakfast with chocolate chips. Two words people. FREAKING DIVINE! 

Today!

I officially started my mission papers today! I hopefully will be able to get these bad boys done fairly quickly because I would like to get my call quickly and be able to plan for my next 18 months! Doctors appointments this Monday and Tuesday over the break though so that will be good to get out of the way! Then I just have to finish up this semester. BOOO!! I don't want to study anymore I am all schooled out I tell you. Then it will be off to the mission field!!!

The Story.

Folks. Ladies. Gents. Dudes. Dudettes. I just would like to formally announce to the blogging world that I have decided that I will be serving an LDS mission. I bet most of you are rather shocked and surprised because I had no idea I was going to until approximately 11:00 on Saturday morning. Never even crossed my mind. So here is the story of how I decided I was going to go on a mission. Me and my cousin Holly were at the st. george marathon on Saturday morning and we were waiting to cheer on some friends who were running and we were near the finish line so we had to wait and then hustle back home to catch the end of the first session. So we are walking up the street to the car and some girl Holly knew told us the news that girls could now go on missions when they are 19. I was blown away. I have never ever EVER considered going on a mission. Never really wanted to or thought about it too extensively. But Holly on the other hand has always wanted to go and was planning to go all along when she turned 21. So she was flipping out in the car and so excited and she called her sister Emily and told her to turn on conference and rewind it to when president Monson made the announcement so she could know if this was all just a rumor or if it was true. It was true lol. So she is way excited and I am just sitting in the car not saying much. I was mostly just thinking well Holly is my roommate and if she leaves then I will have to get a new one or something and I don't really want to do that. I was just trying to figure out what to do now because we had made so many plans for this year and the spring. So we got to her house and I went to the bathroom because I had to go. When I was washing my hands I was like I have never really asked heavenly father if he wants me to go on a mission. I have never even opened up my heart to the idea. So I just neeled down in the bathroom and said a prayer and basically just said that if this is what I needed to do and if this was what my heavenly father needed my to do then I would do it. Then I started to cry at this point so I knew the answer was yes that I needed to go.   So I came out of the bathroom at this point haha! And told Holly and my Aunt Sheryl that I would be leaving pretty soon too! They were both so excited! And I was still crying lol. I then told my mother and she cried. And Aunt Sheryl was bawling all over the place. Me and Holly will be the first girls in our families to go on missions. Both sides of our families!!! I told my dad later that night after he got home from the priesthood session and he was really excited and proud of me. I called and told James today too and he was pretty blown away and excited for me. And me and Holly told our grandparents today too and they were so excited for us! It is just a really big adjustment because I was not planning on this at all but I am excited and have a desire to go and we will both be starting our papers really soon! Peace and blessings y'all!

I am having Roommate Issues.

They don't know I have this blog or read this blog so I am just going to assume that I can just say whatever I want. They have guys over on week nights till pretty dang late at night. They don't have classes at that start at 8:00 in the morning. Anybody else see a problem? Why can't they ever just go to somebody else's house?!?!?!?! Really though! Then we had this huge roommate meeting about....DISHES. Because Hannah can't stand to have dishes in the sink at any time. And those dishes can't be soaking off the crap that is on them. Heaven forbid!!! And this is the girl that makes bacon and then leaves the frying pan with the grease in it on the FREAKING stove ALL weekend LONG!!!!!!! I do not understand her. I also do not like the fact that when I am cooking dinner for all of us she comes in and tells me how "Her mom makes it this way and it is SOO good". Look. I don't care how your mother makes things. I am making dinner the way I want to if you don't like it don't eat it. Like the other day I was making BLT's for us and making the bacon and the outside strips were crispy but the inside ones weren't yet. So I try to cook them longer and she is like "Don't! I like floppy bacon!" So I am like ok and put it on paper towels to drain the grease. Then what bacon does she eat? THE CRISPY FREAKIN BACON!!!! I swear if I have to go to sleep to the sound of Chandler or Hannah's "boy voices" (the annoying way girls talk to boys when they think they are being way funny and flirty and cute when in fact they just sound like a loud herd of buffalo) one more time I am going to flip out. Majorly flip out.

Surprise!!

My life has been full of lots of interesting revelations lately I feel like. I also feel like I have been being a brat when I say my prayers. Like gimme this and that. Turns out you can not demand things from the lord. That is just so rude lol. SO I have been practicing being way more thankful for the things he does give me! And what do you know he as been blessing me a ton! I love him he is so great :) and I know that good things are in store for me I just have to practice my patience (curse that dang patience) and at the right time the good stuff I have been asking about will happen!

Just Don't

DON'T EAT MY GRAPES OR I WILL CUT YOU!!!! Seriously. I do not buy grapes so you fatty's can eat them after zumba before you guys go get burgers. So I am being nice this one time. Next time expect to be prison shanked with a toothbrush. I mean the chocolate chip episode  was bad enough but this. This right here is just wrong on so many levels. I don't want to have to hide my delicious green grapes from your greedy paws. Because chances are I will forget where I put those delicious little green guys and then they will be rotten raisins. I like raisins. From the store. Not from hidden grapes. So let this be a valuable lesson to all. Don't take my grapes because: I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want (really I do though, you want my grapes) but I will find you. And when I do I will kill you. Kill you dead.

My Birthday!

My 19th birthday was yesterday so happy birthday to me! It was a fun time because I celebrated my birthday THREE times this year! If that's not fun idk what is folks lol. The first time was at my house like 2 weeks ago and I had delicious spaghetti and strawberry spinach salad. I also made homemade cupcakes with cloud frosting. Then on the 3rd my parents took me out to eat and bought me groceries and this cool running tank top. Then yesterday on my actual birthday me and my roommates had a party with burgers and a birthday cake because it was chandler's birthday last week. Also Curtis was there to. That's my cousin Holly's friend boy ;) and it was his birthday on the 3rd so we all blew out candles and stuff. BUT stupid Brian, Connor, and Landon came over for burgers and then just left. Like seriously just came for food. Didn't even know we were celebrating anybodies birthday at all even though we told those incredibly idiotic young men about it last week. So yeah no more making food for them because they suck. Also our toilet got clogged and the water ran over the top and got nasty water all over the bathroom floor TWICE. Isn't that a great thing to wake up to at 6:30 in the morning? Finally got the manager over here and he just used our plunger and fixed it in two seconds. What. The. Heck. Also I have washed towels like 5 times today. My bath towel to be exact because that is what that mess got mopped up with. Disgusting. Well I guess being 19 comes with a whole new set of plumbing related struggles lol.

First Week of School!!!

So yeah first week of school what's up with that? I will tell you what is up people. I LOVE this year. My roommates are so great. I have five other people in my apartment beside myself. List time!

Hannah Fjord: She is from Texas but she doesn't really have that much of a southern "drawl" she does however say y'all a lot. She has short brown hair and was sort of prickly at first but once you get to know her she is really sweet and a lot of fun. Plus she always invites football players over because her older brother is on the football team ;) BONUS!!

Chandler Herold: She is from San Diego. She is really easy going and just as easy to talk to. She has long straight blonde hair. (classic cali girl, sooo lucky) she is really fun to hang out with. And pretty dang good at beach volleyball too! (Beach volleyball is serious business folks)

Holly Hillstead: Holly is actually my cousin and my roommate and we are best friends so we are always cracking up about something. She is always ready for an adventure (unless it's after 10:00 we get tired). She is not shy at all and is always 100% herself no matter who she is around. We have the best adventures like trying to find her friend boy's cabin in the wilderness in Cedar. Finding  a bunch of trailers instead of the cabin. Staying up late (so like before 10:00 haha), swapping hilarious stories, and not making waffles because we don't have a waffle iron yet.

Krisha Montgomery: She is really nice and has the most long, luscious, shiny, beautiful, thick hair I have ever seen in my life! She has way cute clothes and laughs at my jokes so in my book that's a total plus lol. She is gone a lot so we don't get to talk very often but she is pretty rad from what I do know of her.

Marissa Robbins: She plays on the SUU girls basketball team! How cool is that?? She is pretty shy and quiet but once you get her talking she is hilarious. Her friend boy off the football team named Gordon is over at our house with her a lot too. He is really funny. I like them both a lot. She makes really good fajitas too!

Those are all my roommates. They are great. We take turns making dinner. So everyone gets some food. Sometimes we even feed the man cave! (the man cave is the boys apartment. They include our friends Brian, Connor, Landon, and Gavin.) They are fun. They taught me how to throw a rugby ball. They play beach volleyball with us. They come hot tubbing with us sometimes. Sometimes the night watch people come hot tubbing with us too. We are really good friends with the night watch guys needless to say. However they do not have tasers. I asked lol. Also sometimes when you are playing in the parking lot you meet REALLY cute guys. And the best news is....no snow yet!!!!! Life is great :)

Books

I love summer because I get to read books just for fun! Not for a college class or assignment where I have to over-analyze everything and don't get to just enjoy the story. That's garbage. I just read a new book that I got yesterday (yes I read all 359 pages in a day and a half don't judge!) but it is a book that has really made me think about the future. Like my family and my future kids and husband. What is it going to be like? Will I say and do the right things? I mean I do not want to be a perfectionist robot but I want to make sure my family has values and that they understand the importance of the values I teach them. I know that I will make mistakes and that they will too, because that is just what happens, but I want them to understand that just because that's who you were yesterday doesn't mean that's who you have to be today. So often I just feel stuck when I make mistakes like there is no coming back from them. I was having a deep discussion about this with one of my best friends and she was like "I feel like I used to be such a good girl and that things would never come to this. But now that I am fixing everything and everything has been forgiven the only person that still judges me is myself. I have to keep reminding myself I am still a good girl whether I make mistakes or not." Mistakes don't change who we truly are they are just a quick detour on the road. Some people just never make it back on the road. And it's thoughts like these that help me to feel better because I really want my kids to be able to look up to me and be able to count on me in the future. 

Reason #219

There are probably a zillion reasons why I am a terrible person. I am too sarcastic to children is probably the   number one reason for sure but I just can't help it. If a three year old insists on asking "Ehrin, What's your name?" fifty times in the space of five minutes. I just can't help it, the sarcasm just flows like an uncontrolled tidal wave. I am also skeptical of so many people. The things they say!! It's like yeah I am just going to go ahead and call BS on that right now. Or people that say they will do things it's like yeah that will happen when pigs sprout wings and take of into a cumulus clouds, do barrel rolls, and then land in my back yard. I am also skeptical of love. I wish I wasn't because it is a real mood killer I have noticed. Like when people are like "oh man I miss my boyfriend I am counting down the days till he gets back from his mission" (this is not referring to Lennyx and Ryan fyi I seriously hope that works out lol.) I just think it probably won't work out. Or people who say they like being single but then throw a big ol' pity party for themselves when dates don't happen. If you were really ok with being single then you wouldn't talk about your dating woes. Because you wouldn't care. It is just hard for me to get excited and care about love and junk when I don't feel that way about anybody. Also I hid healthy things in my families food without their knowledge. I am making them healthy without their consent. If my 2% milk drinking, sugar swilling, butter loving family knew this I am sure they would be horrified but hey that's what terrible people do right?

Accidents!

I feel like my latest blog posts have been seriously un-hilarious in nature and that is highly abnormal for me so sorry! But anyway back to the theme of this post I think I may have accidentally had a mid-life crisis today not that I am in the middle of my life or anything (I hope to live past the age of 36) but I don't know what else to call it so accidental mid-life crisis it is. Let me set the scene for you guys. It is approximately 2:00 in the afternoon it's cloudy outside and I am watching the movie "The Last Song" in our brown la-z-boy chair. AND ACTION!! So the movie was at the part where the kids know the dad is sick with cancer and the little boy is trying to finish the stained glass window before his dad dies because they had been working on it together all summer. And cue the crying lol. Then I got my crisis because I was like I want my dad to last forever! Because I am not finished with this guy yet! And life is so unpredictable and then I started to think what if I never find THE one and die alone and sad! What if. What if. What if. It accidentally  plagues my thoughts sometimes.

Makes Life Harder

So I babysitt this super cute little three year old and her parents are not together and the dad is pretty much a dead beat. Poor little girl huh? The mom doesn't like the dad because he was never there when she was a baby and does pretty much nothing for her. Sure she hangs out with him every once in a while but that's it. He gets to be the "fun parent" every so often then move on with his life. The mom on the other hand works her butt of for this little girl and is working on going back to school so she can better care for her. The dad tells the little girl that her mom is terrible and all this jazz and you can tell it has affected her because she used to run around and love to be busy and play and now she just wants to sit on the porch and wait all day for her mom to get home. Which is really different from the little girl who could hardly sit still last week. I really hope that she takes his buns to court and gets all the rights because seriously who tries to turn a little kid against their mom when you have never been there for her? A psycho. That's who. Lesson learned her peeps get married THEN have kids so you don't have to deal with all this.

Kiddos

Yesterday I taught the 9-10 primary class and they were awful. Like wouldn't listen kept having side conversations and running around the room and playing with their gum. It was horrible. Which is weird because all the kids in the class I know their parents and they definitely should have been better behaved than that. I was talking to my mom about it and my dad and come to find out that every teacher they have had has trouble with them because they simply can't handle doing activities without taking things over the top and being silly.So my dad said he would come with me next week and sit in there if I wanted them. My dad is not some huge guy he is pretty average and skinny and really nice but please believe he can be formidable when he wants to be. But I was stressing about it and said like a zillion prayers last night in my bed because I was really worried and stressing out about it because I need to 1. Get these kids under control because they can't keep running around the room. You can't do that when you get older. 2. They need to learn their scripture stories. I just want to say that if I were their age I would beat them up lol. However I am 18 and I refuse to let these kids get the better of me. I am going to show Ethan Leavitt who is boss because nobody else in his life seems to be able to do so. Stay tuned. I still have 4 more weeks of this business.

Success

What I call success: Making homemade doughnuts for the first time ever and having them turn out perfectly. Getting asked to babysit your favorite kids. And losing two pounds and only needing to lose seven more to reach my goal. Sweet success :)

Babysitting!

I love to babysit. It is one of my favorite activities. This week alone I have made $110.00 dollars babysitting. I am living the dream!!! As it would turn out when other moms ask around for a babysitter I get recommended a lot. I think it is because I actually play with the kids rather than just turning on a movie or something. I really hope that people continue to ask me to babysit as much as they have this past week!

Life is Awkward. A LOT.

Life is awkward a lot of the time. Like knowing whether to hug someone or not. Full on front hug with a super long embrace? Regular front hug? Double Bro tap? Side hug? Awkward side hug because you don't want to hug the person? It's difficult. Also going to a wedding reception and having people check your hand to see if you are engaged is awkward. And finally the most awkward thing of all going to a wedding reception where one of your friends is constantly voicing his opinion that "these two should not be getting married" I mean who bad mouths a couple at their wedding reception?! If they weren't meant to be together I am pretty sure they would not have gotten married. I mean come on are you heavenly father? Did they pray to YOU about this? NO. So it is not your place to judge them and decide what's good for them. Some people.

I thought we were better friends than this. We went from talking about everything and hanging out everyday to pretty much nothing. You can make time for other people but not for me? Welcome to the real world I suppose best friends don't always stay best friends. Oddly enough I really am not that sad about this lol. Does that make me a bad friend also? I am not sure but it's ok :) sometimes you have to let old friends go to make room for the new ones!

Fast Sunday

Today is Fast Sunday. The last fast Sunday I was sick so I didn't even go to church! I missed out. You never know where inspiration is going to strike! Like institute last Wednesday. Holy Cow. I had so many questions! And there were so many good comments made by other people it helps me remember why I love institute :) because my first semester of college my institute class was ok but the teacher was just not my favorite. Sometimes the right teacher makes all the difference. Also yesterday I went with my little brother, his friend Tyson, my dad and my home ward's bishop. They are great folks :) except john and Tyson kept trying to bike sandwich me :p they had to do 50 miles but I just went the first little bit with them and did 20 miles. It felt good to challenge myself like that! Some of the hills were rough though and bike seat make your butt hurt REALLY bad. Even if you get a super cushy gel seat it doesn't even matter. You still will feel like you have been riding a horse for 9 hours. Then I did the last 3 miles they had to do with them! If I had just done like 3 more yesterday I would have ultimately biked a marathon! That is my new goal. Biking a marathon.  

Sunday

Sunday's are the day's I feel the best about myself because I go to church and that's fo sho' where I need to be. Also it is like the only day of the week I ever get ready so I feel like compared to every other day of the week I probably look like a supermodel (ok probably not but there is a big difference trust me lol). It is just a good day! I get to see my pals, go home and make cookies and take them to people and stuff, and play board games. Rest, relax, rejuvenate, and focus on the things that matter and that are important. I love it :)

And Now You're Weird

I hate when you have a friend who is a guy and you have lots of fun together and stuff and then one day out of nowhere he is a complete weirdo. Allow me to elaborate. This kid and I have hung out numerous times and we have fun and stuff we aren't best friends of course because when guys and girls are best friends they fall in love and get married and stuff and yeah. Don't want that business. But anyway we were pretty good friends but I have noticed we can only be good friends if nobody is around. He is one of those people that if his other guy friends are around all of the sudden I don't exist. Like he has to put up a front or something. Is this kid a true friend? Probably not as much as I previously thought. Is he stupid? Yes. Am I that concerned about this? Not really lol. From now on I will just kindly ignore this kiddo. I feel it is nicer than other alternatives.

Parents

Today while on Facebook I saw an argument between a mother and her daughter. It was sickening. not just because they were publicly fighting on Facebook but because the level of immaturity of the daughter and ridiculous she was being to her mom was pretty much insane. Apparently she lied to her parents about where she was so they took away her car and she was like: this is so unfair! I hate you! You don't understand me! I made one mistake and you punish me! I can't wait to move out! Why don't you trust my friends nothing bad was going to happen! I wish you guys were more like friends instead of parents! I don't push you guys away you push me away! I wish I wasn't alive! One day you will see what you've done to me! For someone who thinks they are so mature and ready to be out on their own these are some really immature arguments. I totally understand where her parents are coming from. You lie you lose privileges that is just how it works. People like this that can say stuff like that to their parents make me sincerely hope they get a child JUST like them so they cans see exactly how hard they are to handle. Parenting is not easy. It is actually the main reason why I am nervous to have kids someday because every kid is different some things are effective for some kids and some aren't so you have to figure out each individual child's needs and attend to them as best you can while juggling a whole bunch of other things too. Also other people are very quick to judge you if your kid misbehaves. "She is a terrible mom because she can't control her kids. She needs to discipline them more". It is terrifying because you never stop worrying about them even when they are older because if you mess them up then they are gonna mess up their kids and then your whole family tree is ruined basically. I can just see all my ancestors watching me saying "Oh Ehrin! Way to go that kid is a menace to society!" I think a lot of people don't understand and probably won't until they have kids of their own.      

Life is Grand :)

Life is awesome these days. I am actively looking for a job who knows if I will ever find one. I got a shot today and took our car to the shop so the AC can be fixed. Its been a good day because I actually had something to do lol. I get really bored sitting around my house all day because I don't have a job and I  would really love one! I also ride my bike a lot these days and that is fantastic. The world should have a lot more bike riding. It would solve most major problems the world has! It would help people save money on gas and help the obese people get healthier. Yeah. More bikes sounds good to me. Oh! These bikes will probably need to have baskets because a: that way we can carry around small critters such as puppies, kittens, hedgehogs, and lizards around with us. b: room for pool accessories for when summer rolls around and you want to go to the pool. c: seriously baskets are necessary end of discussion.  

I Need...

I need a job I feel like I am wasting my life. I have filled out a zillion applications. I have also rode my bike around a lot for fun. And I went long boarding last night. Long boarding is LOTS more fun when you go with an attractive person ;)

I am Copying Lennyx :)

So like the title says I am copying my roommate Lennyx (soon to be ex-roommate after 2:00 today) and I am going to write down some things about my roommates and my first year of college and stuff lol.

Kelsey: Kelsey Steed was my first best friend at college. We would have special talk time and have cereal parties. She was always my "awkward buffer" when I got invited to go on a date with a weird guy or invited to hang out with a weird guy lol. I am seriously so grateful for that. Without her a I may have gotten kidnapped that one time in that one kids apartment when we made those one cinnamon rolls ;) hahaha! We would talk about the people that bugged us the people we liked and the people we thought were insanely attractive!! Sometimes our RA Sierra Gish (a.k.a best RA ever) would join us :) we made mini smores with skewers out in front of Juniper because candles were not allowed inside. We took pictures around campus. I went to QSA with her a couple times and she came to basketball games with me a couple times. We went to the howl together and watched in horrer at how the other were dancing around us. We watched Epic Mealtime and had cooking adventures. We have never even had a fight except for that one time whenI logicized her into submission. Oh. Excpet for that one time when I punched her with my boxer knuckles and she sat on me lol.
Denise: Denise Lorenzo is hilarious. She doesn't realize it a lot of the time but she really is lol. She is a sorority girl and she straightens her hair just about everyday. Some people call her Dora as in Dora the Explorer. She is scrappy and does not take crap from anybody but is one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. She is also smarter in the mornings aparently lol. She works hard in everything she does because Y.O.L.O. is her motto lol. She is one of those people that is always there to pick you up when you fall and I love her :)
Sarah: Nanna Syrup haha! Sarah is definitely one of the people I am glad to have met this year. She has helped me grow up and realize how to be considerate of other people without being a total pushover. She is just cute little Surrah Bell :) whenever she is making something in the kitchen that actually requires cooking she shouts out "Look at me being all domestic!!" haha. She is a friend to everyone and is one of those people that helps you se both sides of the situtation. She knows when to help people and when to just let them do their own thing and make their own choices. She is going to be an awesome mom :) My favorite memory's of Sarah are her laughing so hard that she is laying on the floor and that one time when we were painting the walls in Juniper and their was a cat in their dorm room. Or the time we went and looked at Christmas lights and then came home and read the book "Snow" by Dr. Suess. That was definitely the naughtiest childrens book in the world lol.
Kamille: Kimille Lundeberg is one of the coolest people I know. She is not afraid to be messy and have fun and she doesn't care who sees. She has so much confidence! She is also a great dancer. I probably won't ever forget the red bull dance we went to at the school or that one night when we made mint brownies and sang into our spatula's and tried to learn how to do the spongebob in our teeny kitchen. I appreciate her letting us use her computer when we all watched movies. It was also really fun making her a birthday cake! And the time we went to Sand Hollow was way fun too even though we both got sunburnt because of my lousy spray on sunscreen blew away in the wind. (Sorry bout that lol). If it weren't for her we probably would have never had people ever come over to our apartment. She's a prankster and she snorts when she laughs and I am going to miss her :)
Lennyx: Lennyx Hatch. Wow. Where to begin? I remember finding out she was going to be my roommate last summer and thinking "She has to be cool. What kind of un-cool person would have such a cool name?" I also remember when became friends on facebook and then her boyfriend friended me right after like a creep ;) haha jk Ryan is totally cool also! We are in my opinion probably the perfect roommates for eachother. We both like to do the same things like workout and talk about food and nutrition and be outside. We also both like to go to bed early. She has helped me grow so much as a person both physically when we go rock climbing or go to the aerobics classes. And spiritually when she would ask me questions about church and why things were the way they were. I love the way she sings when she makes food like peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. She has awesome style and I am very thankful she gave me some of the clothes she did not want anymore! lol She is always up for adventures and we have definitely shared some delicious meals! Especially breakfast it is both of out favorite meals lol. I am definitely going to miss her a ton and I hope she does well at Weber next year doing Dental Hygiene and Nutrition! I am going to miss watching How I Met Your Mother as our pre-workout ritual.

"Wherever life takes us there are always moments of wonder" - Jimmy Carter
Good Luck in the future girls! :)

One More Week

One more week until no more math or English ever again.
One more week till I set foot through my front door and tackle my little brother.
One more week till I say good bye to SUU until next fall.
One more week until I start job hunting.
One more week until I say good bye to mormalcy.
One more week until I say good bye to roommate Lennyx :(
One more week until all my guy friends from SUU are gone and on their missions and stuff.
One more week until I see my best friends.
One more week until I can see my favorite 4 year old in the world.
One more week until I can walk my dog.
One more week of studying and stressing.
One more week until I pack up my truck turn on the country station and cruise.
One more week until the adventure starts :)

Creepers be Creepin

I am in the library and I am sitting back to back with a creeper. How do I know this? He is in my art class. He asks me how my project is going. He gives me tips on my projects like he is the teacher. He has an extremely limited vocabulary. Example remember Dwayne from full house and all he said was "Whatever." Exactly the same as this kid. I don't appreciate this kids company so I try to be polite but nothing more and yet this unsavory character seems to haunt me wherever I go. I have four words for you all. Help. Me. Tom. Cruise.

Almost There!

Like Mr. White used to say, "We are gonna finish out this year with a little vomit on our shoes because we are gonna sprint to the finish!". Pretty disgusting metaphor but that is how I feel right now. There are basically 2 more weeks of school and I am really trying to do my work and do it well but I feel like my grades are going to be marginally good which is not good but I feel like as long as I do not have to retake any classes I think I will be set. And if I do have to retake math it will probably be for my own good anyway because I suck at math. Also I think I am going to talk to my academic advisor about minoring in nutrition! (Suprise suprise right? lol) Also Me and Holly are going to find an apartment for the fall. A Nice one. We hope lol. We went yesterday to look and she ended up getting lost a lot and we eneded up talking about boys a lot :) we're so great lol. I also got p90x in the mail yesterday finally!!!!! Beach body here I come because I have already decided that I am comitted and nothing is going to hold me back. I will have to keep reminding myself this on lazy summer days lol. I am so excited. I also got to babysitt Lizzy last night and I get to again on Saturday! She is hilarious so I am excited :)

This Semester Needs to Be Over!!

I have spring fever. I can't focus on anything that lasts more thant 5 minutes. I am burnt out and doing homework is like pulling out my teeth with pliars or possibley a monkey wrench. Therefore, I can not wait intill this semester is over! 4 more weeks people! And that is including finals week :) I will miss my roommate Lennyx though :/ we go rock climbing and make super delicious food together and eat pancakes in the morning together sometimes too and she is a cool person and I am glad we got to stay roommates! :) But I am excited for summer. So exctied. Possibley TOO excited lol.

SUMMER LIST!!!

1. Go to the beach
2. Play tennis
3. Go to the river
4. Go night swimming
5. Babysitt my cute little cousins
6. Make delcious food out of the vegetables in my mom's garden
7. Get a dang job
8. Make waffles!
9. Watch a Walk to Remember with my pal Cody
10. Sand Hollow! And tradition with Larena :)
11. Light Fire crackers in public bathrooms
12. Try not to get arrested lol
13. Night rollerblading
14. Ride my bike EVERYWHERE (to save gas money)
15. Play with my little brother every day :)
16. Play with Shadow! And Pluto!
17. Wear shorts and t shirts every day!
18. Never do my hair!
19. Go hiking!
20. Run a glow in the dark 5k :)

Now you probably understand why I want this semester to be over lol.

 

New Goal in Life

So basically my new goal in life is to dance like the girl with the curly hair and the black crop top. In order to achieve this dream pretty sure I am going to have to quit college and just focus on the important things like booty wurk :) (Spelling work right is no longer important either) I am just kidding folks! Don't get scared :)

There is No Quick Fix

I have had a lot of people lately ask me questions about health in fitness because for all of those who weren't aware my major is physical education exercise science and I am thinking about minoring in nutrition. So when I tell people this, they get this strange gleam in their eye's like they have just found the holy grail and I then get bombarded with questions. Some of which are "What should I be eating?!" "Will you help me workout?!" "Can you make me a workout plan?!" I am always quite willing to help so then I start asking MY questions. "What's your activity level like?" "What do you generally eat on a daily basis?" And the answers are usually I don't workout and I don't eat breakfast then have ramen for lunch then drink a huge soda then eat some candy and then have some cereal and poptarts for dinner. I am not saying that everybody out there eats like this but believe it or not some people do. So then I tell them ok first you have to get rid of the soda and then they freak out and go no I need to have that soda!! Well then I can't help you. So really what the person wanted to know was how can I eat crap and not exercise and look like a total babe. Sure some people can do this because they have awesome genes but for the rest of we have to work really hard. But do people want to work hard and earn success of course not. We want it handed to us just like everything else in our lives. If you do what you have always done you will always look the way you do. So don't expect me to sympathize with you. I will probably just give you a good dose of tough love and nobody wants to see that :)

Why this Week is Awesome

Yesterday was actually warm enough to no wear a jacket just a t-shirt! That was most excellent. I got two coupons from a fellow for two free smoothies and then walking to the gym I found two more of these coupons! I go to the gym everyday and try to push myself really hard or at least be sore. I have been pretty successful in making myself sore lol. I have been eating spinach salad with strawberries in itlike pretty much everyday because for one it's super yummy and for two spinach is REALLY good for you. It has so many vitmains that make your skin and hair look gorgeous and it makes your body feel happy :) unlike eating something huge and greasy and afterwards you feel like complete crap. Also I have imersed myself in reading a bunch of books. I should read more often because it makes me so calm and relaxed yet unlike TV my brain is engaged at the same time and my vocabulary is steadily getting bigger. This is always fun because this one person I know who has a super limited vocabulary tries to make herself feel better by making fun of how I word things and it's like yeah I don't remember you complainig when I was helping you with your English essay last week! Little ingrate... lol and it's only Thursday! Hopefully the rest of the week is just as good! And hopefully the rest of you guys have had a slammin' week so far also :)

I Have a Secret :)

I have a secret! A secrety-secret! Am I going to tell it? Of course not don't be silly :) but I will definitely give all you folks a hint. I like somebody :) and he's super rad. And goes to church. And we have intelligent conversations about all sorts of things. And he has a job. And he is going on a mission. And he has a cute doggy that likes to lick me all over my face and my legs. And he has crinkly eyes when he smiles :) But I have to go back to Cedar so until we meet again you likable fellow :)

Fun Fact

There is something interesting I realized last night. Every single person I have ever gone on a date with or have dated is now going on a mission or is leaving for one soon. I must be such a bad date they have to leave town for 2 years just to get over it haha :) just kidding. I also like pudding and applesauce now and I used to not like it. And yeah well that's pretty much it so have a great day!

First Things First!

Every time I come home from Cedar this is my routine:
1. Run over to the fence and pet my dog and talk to him
2.Come inside and yell i'm home!!!
3. Hug whomever is home
4.Unload all my junk from the car
5. Proceed to destroy the kitchen
6. Watch storage wars

My parents dislike it because a destroyed kitchen is a messy kitchen. And according to them a messy kitchen is a "sad" kitchen. I feel like it's worth it! i produce the most awesome things in this kitchen. For example today I made a two layer chocolate cake with chocolate pudding and strawberries between the layers and on top! Pretty much a masterpiece folks. And now for my nerdy secret. I watch storage wars. if you don't know what this show is I understand. Basically its about grown men who bid on abandoned storage units. They purchase one go through it and see if they can find anything inside they can sell for a profit. I know it sounds super nerdy but this show absolutely FASCINATES me. I just love seeing what kind of crud they find in those lockers lol. I currently have 53 episodes recorded on our DVR and yup I have watched every single one of them. This is a formal confession. Also tomorrow is going to be awesome! I am going shoe shopping with my little brother and i decided we were going to go do baptisms for the dead. He isn't very excited but that's just too bad because we are bonding whether he likes it or not!!! So excited :)

Thanks For the Uncalled For Assumption

Yeah lol uncalled for assumptions. They are awesome. Like when somebody who doesn't know you very well assumes something about you thats pretty normal it's just them trying to figure you out. But it's different when somebody who should know you because they are your best friend makes an off-base assumption about your life. Story time children!! *Cue magical music reading rainbow style* So I was giving my best friend and her parents a tour of SUU yesterday because she is coming here in the fall. So we are walking and talking about something and her dad asks if I work down here and I said no but I have looked for jobs but not a lot fit with my class schedule. And then she pipes up and says yeah her parents probably pay for everything anyway so it doesn't matter. She is always saying little things like that about me too! And it irks me! Like she just assumes I have all this money to throw around and its like why do you worry or care about how much money me or my parents have? It isn't really any of your business anyway. I mean it's not like everytime we hang out I am showing off or making it rain or anything haha! No matter how many times I try to explain to her that I don't it obviously isn't sticking because she still says those types of things. And its annoying. Don't assume things when I have told you otherwise like a MILLION times lol.

The Eff List

 Unlike a lot of people I am not from Utah. I can't remember te last time I was in snow before I moved here. And around this time back home its mildly chilly and spring is starting to well spring forth! I like warm weather like a lot so being freezing cold every stupid day for the last oh 4 1/2 monts is making me mildly depessed. I am usually pretty happy so this wild change of attitude brought on by the cold was pretty surprising. It gets worse though all this cold and slush and disgustingness makes me want to...swear! Actual cuss words not the replacements like heck and flippin and shiz. So I have just resigned myself to making a mental list of things that make me really ticked off. I call it the eff list. Thigs that make you think "oh eff" when they happen. Enjoy.
The Eff List

1.The cold

2.Shaving and gettig prickly due to said cold

3.Slipping on the patch of ice that takes weeks to melt in front of our apartment

4.Tons of the keyboards in the library totally suck. Hard.
See wat I mea here people i try to tpe ad ou ee a traslato to decipe it

5.Dishes

6. My math class

7.Being hangry in math class (hangry:being so hungry it makes you angry, symptoms may be caused by low blood sugar)

8.Coin operated dryers that take forever to get your clothes dry thus wasting many quarters

9. Person:Ehrin! Me: What?
Person: Ehrin!! Me: What?
Person: Ehrin!!! Me: WHAT?!?!
Person: Why are you yelling at me?
*strogly resist urge to punch said person in throat*

10. When there is no mail in the mailbox :( it's a bummer.

An Original Poem by Me :)

Today I made granola
With oil of Canola

I am wearing a button up shirt
Tucked into my black pencil skirt

I chew peppermint gum
I helps me think better and not be dumb

I love my roommates and the wild times
The laughter would rival the biggest windchimes

I love to eat fruit like a LOT
Good thing apples are what I bought!

Kelsey is threatening to kill Denise
I don't know anybody named Patrice

I wish it were spring so I could soak up the sun!
Although tans give you cancer I definitely need one

I need to write my english paper but I am writing this poem instead
Come on creative thoughts fill my head!

Satan

Satan is pretty cafty sometimes. He has spent a long time perfecting how to tempt each ad every one of us. You think maybe he could devote is time to something more worthwhile like knitting sweaters or homeless people but noooo he doesn't want homeless people to be happy and have cuddly sweaters because he is jealous they have a body to put a sweater on! Jerk. Also yesterday it hit me how bad the world is geting :/ it makes me super bummed out. Like yesterday I was a the library and some of the keyboards are kind of sucky so you have to smash the keys to get them to type certain letters. I was trying to type google and ended up with oogle because the G key was being stupid and it took me to this horrifying website! I try to exit out and more and more stuff pops up and it does that thing where its like are you sure you wan to leave this page? EWWW why does it even ask!?!? If I click the exit buton yeah its pretty obvious I want to leave this disgusting page you sprung on me wen I was trying to do a google search on crayons. I just hate that mistakes as innocent as not hitting the G key hard enough bring about such unforseen and disgusting consequences. We have to be more careful everyone. You don't even need to go looking for sin because these days it will come looking for YOU. Please remember what you have been taught. Don't let him win :/

Individuality and Stuff

I am the only me that has ever been me. Nobody will ever look quite the same as me, act the same as me, say the same things as me, or think the way I do. I will from now on embrace this! And you all should too. It's like when you go to the mall and buy a super cute top and it makes you look so good and you wear it to school and another girl is wearing the same exact one. It sucks, you want to go home and immediately change and never wear said shirt again. Why do we want to be so much like other people then?! Why doesn't that thought give us the same reaction as the shirt? We were made different for a reason. Embrace it. Rejoice in it. Throw a party about it!! I can just see that now lol. "So whats this great party for?" "It's because I am SO glad I don't look like you!" Lets not be rude now children. Just wake up with a smile on your face because you are different. You are that awesome outfit everyone is like OMG where did you get that?! Spread the word. Spread the joy.

Obligatory Valentines Post

I have no Valentine. So I picked my dog! :) sometimes I am just in awe of my lameness but its cool whatever. My dog is soft and fuzzy and when you let him loose in a field of animals he herds them. He also herds small children. He likes popsicles, sandwiches, cheese, and apples. He doesn't like strawberries or watermelon which is too bad watchig him tackle a slice of watermelon would be funny. He knows when I am mad at him because he scrunches up in a ball on his rug in the laundry room. He likes to play fetch and go on runs with me. Basically we are perfect for eachother and stuff so all you people should be jealous that you don't have a Valentine like mine :)

I Try So Hard!

I feel like I try so dang hard and get absolutely nowhere. Kinda like when I swim (fyi I suck at swimming I can lay on the bottom of the pool no sweat) I workout and I am dripping sweat and trying so hard my face scrunches up and I am trying my hardest but I seem to be making little progress. It's discouraging :/ also I try so hard in math and I don't understand. Please don't ever ask me to do your taxes I will utterly fail. Trust in turbo tax or a certified accountant. I also never know whats going on in art. Like we have quizzes on the topics we are working  on in the class and I somehow never know what the topics are and always study the wrong thing. I also can not do the project we are working on. I DO NOT PAINT PEOPLE!! I hope it goes well I haven't started painting it yet hopefully all goes as planned. And English we talk about these papers we are supposed to work on or whatever and its all just so obscure that I just kind of write it and hope for the best that I am hitting the mark. Nutrition is stinking easy thank goodness. That class makes me feel like a genius because I know a lot about nutrition. I also made some vegan peanut butter cookies because I am trying to be healthier and junk because eating a bunch of pretzels with carmel kisses melted on top of them for dinner with your roomie kind of makes you feel like crap. Thats probably why my working out is getting me nowhere. How am I supposed to be babe status in my swimsuit this summer?! I also realized what my dream job is today I want to either be an aerobics or crossfit instructor. I feel like those would be super awesome. I would workout for my job so I workout and make money. That's like a dream come true! Except I can't do planks worth crap so once I can do that I will be good to go :)

Bugged

Lately I have been bugged. By a lot of things. Like when I am working on my very important English paper and I need some silence and some idiot is yacking on the phone. If you wanna talk on the phone go do it somewhere else otherwise I will have to take drastic action and pile drive you. Seriously lets be intelligent for once and think about others. Or when things are just a tad too loud. Like if I am trying to sleep and seriously I sleep like a rock so if you wake me up with your loudness you are being WAY too loud. This is in reference to the people that live above us. It's like those idiots decide to start jump roping or something at like 11:00 at night! It is enough to make me contemplate pulling extremely rude pranks on them. Or doing the dishes. I hate doing the dishes and it seems like I do them 9 times a day. I seem super calm while I am doing them but on the inside I am yelling and roiling and boiling with inner rage. I need some yoga or a massage or something. Preferably a massage because my shoulders and upper back are like one huge knot of muscle these days maybe that is what is making me grouchy. I  am very excited to go home next friday that should put me in a better mood because I can get mor eof my moms homemade pomegranite jelly!

Sunday Musings I Have When I Should be Doing Other Things

SOOO I was talking to my mother today on the phone telling her about my life and all the adventurous things I do like babysitt and think about how boys are super attractive but sometimes they are dip sticks. Yes. I said it DIP STICKS. Not the fun dip kind either. Not even close. And also how a cat bit my cheek yesterday. My mom laughs at all my jokes too :) which I love and think is really nice of her because I don't think I am really all that funny lol. But anyway we were talking about this kid that aggrevates me because he says he will do stuff and does absolutely nothing. I am a woman of action!! I simply can not stand for such things! I have low patience. I am trying to work on it. For the children but its harrrrrd. And then she asked me if I cried about it. I told her no because firstly: I don't cry over spilt milk or losers. Secondly: my tear ducts are like broken I think? I seriously have not cried since I came to college which is not normal for me because I am super emotional. Especially when I watch sad movies. But lately I have been as dry as the mojave desert over here! Its not good though because when I finally do cry somebody build an ark cause its about to flood. Also church was super great lots of great comments about testimonies. I have gained my testimony of the LDS church through a series of big and small events. Like being in the hospital and receiving a preisthood blessing. Or when I am driving, being prompted to stop and wait before I back out of the driveway and a car zooms past. It just amazes me to think that god cares for each of us individually no matter how dumb the problem is like you can't find your car keys or something. The love hem has for each of us individually is just incredable plus he knows us so well! Better than we even know ourselves! It's quite the blessing :)

Life

So there are these free workout classes at the p.e. building and me and Lennyx decided that we were going to EVERY single one of these classes every week for the forseeable future. So far we are like 2 weeks in and I have discovered new places to be sore every day it seems like. I am so excited. It challanges me way better than I could ever challange myself. I am going to look so cute in my swimsuit this summer :) how exciting because looking cute in your swimsuit is HARD. Also today I almost cried in art today. How embarrassing right? Why can't I take crticism better? I mean I know they don't think I am a moron and hate my guts and stuff but...idk. I am pretty shy whether you all believe that or not lol. Like seriously I will be called on in a class any class doesn't even matter which one and I will start talking and I just start blushing. I hate it but I can't stop it. I am just a blusher. Gosh I hope that's cute cause I need SOMETHING going for me here besides my awesome abilities in the whole cooking and baking area lol. That only gets you so far because then people are like gosh your food is so yummy but your making me FAT. My apologies really I am trying to acquire other skills because smiling isn't really a skill but i am pretty good at that most of the time! I also bought some banana's at wal mart and they were so green like as green as the hulk. Not a hint of yellow. ALL the stupid banana's were like that though! It is killing me waiting for them to ripen because i want to make some oatmeal cut up a banana and put it in there and sprinkle some brown sugar on top. It's so yummy. Oatmeal is such a misunderstood food I feel like. people are like "eww its gross and gluey" no no not if you make it the right way. The right way would be making it with milk instead of water. So much better. Especially when you put in some cinnamon apple sauch and put apples in there then its kinda like breakfast apple pie. Or strawberry jam cause then its strawberry cream oatmeal. Thats super delicious too. Or you mix pumpkin in there with pumpkin pie spice and brown sugar stir that up and add some chocolate chips. Pumpkin chocolate chip oatmeal yum. Why am I rambling about oatmeal?! What the heck. I will stop. Lol have a goodnight.

Mildly Upset

Why do I associate with some of the poeple I do? Sometimes I really do wonder about myself and my awesome decisions I make sometimes lol. Let me start from the beginning folks. In a land full of magic and wonderment there is a girl. That girl is me. Ehrin. Sup. She is pretty much perfect. Well let me rephrase that pretty much perfectly...average. This average girl found what she thought was a an above average boy. She kinda liked this fellow and he told her he thought she was absolutely enchanting. (Shocking!) And he asked her on a date much to her surprise. Days went by plans were made to hang out repeatedly and were repeatedly abandonded due to this guys busy schedule at first it was ok. She was very understanding of how sometimes he had to work or was tired. Then one day he told her that he was going to come to Cedar. Just. To. See. Her. She was excited! The moment was finally coming. The day had arrived! They talked about what time he would arrive and what they would do. So she stayed home instead of going ice skating or to the gymnastics meet with her friends. She waited. And danced in the kitchen and made brownies with her roommate. And waited. She watched Crazy Stupid Love. And waited. The boy never came. He never called. He never texted her. She was angry. What the (insert bad word here because she doesn't swear) is that all about?! So she got some cousil from the wise older brother. James. He said guys do that. Make plans and break plans. Boys play games and this is one of them because they know it drives girls crazy. She told him that that is idiotic. He said yeah it is. Just act like you couldn't care less and he will come running back. But then again you can't act like you couldn't care less if you actually don't care at all ;) Gotta a love a happy ending right?

Its alright :)

We all suffer from feelings of inadequacy. We all suffer pain and emotional hurt. People are mean and they put us down and they hurt us.  People like that make me so sad because you never know how what you say is going affect people. You gotta be careful how you treat people. I try my best to treat others kindly but I also slip up sometimes. But its ok people! Don't be too sad and just try to show kindness to others. Its a good thing to do :) also eat more toast! Toast is delicious. Almost toooo delicious sometimes 0_o Its like the toaster magically makes bread extra delicious I love it! I just said delicious quite a few times just barely. Weird lol. Also we should be allowed to borrow puppies. Idk from where but lately I want a puppy more than like ANYTHING. If we could like rent a puppy that would be awesome. I would either rent an australian shepperd or a wiener dog. Those might be my two favorites. Plus baby wiener dogs fit in hotdog buns and that definitely makes for a cute picture :) yeah totally awesome. Anyway have a joyous sunday everyone and I appreciate you all very muchly!

Pressing Issues

I feel like I have the world at my fingertips. That this year is going to be a great year. Exciting things are going to happen. I am going to go on countless adventures. Its weird never felt quite like this before. Maybe because the world is going to end? haha I also feel like I need a valentine :/ valentines day is stupid we all know it and most of us that say it is stupid don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend and we are all a bunch of haters. That is true lol. But can't you just pick out like your favorite most huggable person you know and just be like yo wanna be my valentine no strings attached? Or yo wanna be my valentine possible strings attached? Or better yet wanna be my valentine and go smooch somewhere? Lol that one might be my favorite. I love the word smooch its so funny to say!!! Yeah I don't know about that business lol. Other pressing issues in my life.....cake balls. I made some they are so delicious best ones ever made hands down I bet ya! But there are so many and I really shouldn't be eating that garbage if I am trying to look babe status in my swimsuit this summer! Babe status that's another thing. I need to start doing something about that I mean at least shave my legs or something. I was going to have a leg shaving party but my leg shaving party people didn't come back till late and I got super tired and just couldn't do that stuff. I also want a puppy realllly realllly badly. Its hard. No pets allowed in the apartment but apparently fires are cool? What the EFF?!?!? Seriously though that was a highlight of the day haha :) I also went and got my hair cut and the lady didnt do my bangs quite right so I did them myself like a champ. I should go to hair school. That was the plan before SUU was in the picture lol.  But then I thought ahhhh boys don't like dummies better get my education on!! This blog post is sooo random rambley. Ya'll are great. Wish I was from the south. I feel like I would be really cute with a southern accent :)

GLORIOUS!!!!!

This first week back at school has seriously been glorious. I love my classes especially my art class I am seriously so excited words can't even describe because we get to do what we want!!  Like in high school its like oh here draw this....bird? lol I dont even know what I am saying. Love it lol. ANYWAY I went and worked out yesterday also super great I am sore today :) and I ate a turkey sandwich and I have been eating healthy and I feel really good and I am going to my first gymnastics meet today and I am really excited for that too! I got to visit with my friends cameron, james, landon, and scott they are such funny boys I love them. I LOVEEEE my institute class too! Its repentance forgiveness and the atonement omg my teacher is brother garners uncle so he is totally awesome just like Bro G. The insperation and the spirit literally just flow in there I wrote and underlined the whole time basically lol. Also I may or may not be in love? Yeah anyway ya'll have a great day :)

On the Road to Self Discovery!

I pretty much flow through life and let moments and random happenings wash over me. But every once in a while I think to myself who am I? So much of my life is filled with things that I am forced to do or just kind of go along with. Makes it kinda easy to lose yourself lol. So this year I am on the road to self discovery! I am going to do the things I like, challenge myself, laugh till it hurts, smile, cry, sing, shout, and jump for joy! Just enjoy my life ya know? So in order to do this I must properly introduce myself to you folks.
Hi my name is Ehrin.
Things I like:                                           Things I dislike:
Socks fresh out of the dryer                    Olives
Puppies/dogs                                          Fried foods
Running                                                  White bread
Sewing                                                    Days where I don't work out
Crafts                                                     When people tease me about something I struggle with
Doing Hair                                              When people talk down to me
Doing Nails                                             Chocolate ice cream
Doing make-up                                        Roller coasters
Holding hands :)                                        Heights
Muscles                                                   Creepers
Vegetables                                              When people make fun of me cause I don't have a boyfriend
Oatmeal                                                  Fighting
Nice people                                            Cursing
Laughing/smiling                                       Screaming
Adventures!!                                           Flaky people (ugh so much)
Baking and cooking                                 Selfish people
When people think my jokes are funny     Liars
Running shorts and t-shirts (YES)             Pickles :p

This is me in a nutshell people. If you want to know more stalk me or something haha! Jk don't stalk me that would be boring. I promise lol.