I Try So Hard!

I feel like I try so dang hard and get absolutely nowhere. Kinda like when I swim (fyi I suck at swimming I can lay on the bottom of the pool no sweat) I workout and I am dripping sweat and trying so hard my face scrunches up and I am trying my hardest but I seem to be making little progress. It's discouraging :/ also I try so hard in math and I don't understand. Please don't ever ask me to do your taxes I will utterly fail. Trust in turbo tax or a certified accountant. I also never know whats going on in art. Like we have quizzes on the topics we are working  on in the class and I somehow never know what the topics are and always study the wrong thing. I also can not do the project we are working on. I DO NOT PAINT PEOPLE!! I hope it goes well I haven't started painting it yet hopefully all goes as planned. And English we talk about these papers we are supposed to work on or whatever and its all just so obscure that I just kind of write it and hope for the best that I am hitting the mark. Nutrition is stinking easy thank goodness. That class makes me feel like a genius because I know a lot about nutrition. I also made some vegan peanut butter cookies because I am trying to be healthier and junk because eating a bunch of pretzels with carmel kisses melted on top of them for dinner with your roomie kind of makes you feel like crap. Thats probably why my working out is getting me nowhere. How am I supposed to be babe status in my swimsuit this summer?! I also realized what my dream job is today I want to either be an aerobics or crossfit instructor. I feel like those would be super awesome. I would workout for my job so I workout and make money. That's like a dream come true! Except I can't do planks worth crap so once I can do that I will be good to go :)