Bugged

Lately I have been bugged. By a lot of things. Like when I am working on my very important English paper and I need some silence and some idiot is yacking on the phone. If you wanna talk on the phone go do it somewhere else otherwise I will have to take drastic action and pile drive you. Seriously lets be intelligent for once and think about others. Or when things are just a tad too loud. Like if I am trying to sleep and seriously I sleep like a rock so if you wake me up with your loudness you are being WAY too loud. This is in reference to the people that live above us. It's like those idiots decide to start jump roping or something at like 11:00 at night! It is enough to make me contemplate pulling extremely rude pranks on them. Or doing the dishes. I hate doing the dishes and it seems like I do them 9 times a day. I seem super calm while I am doing them but on the inside I am yelling and roiling and boiling with inner rage. I need some yoga or a massage or something. Preferably a massage because my shoulders and upper back are like one huge knot of muscle these days maybe that is what is making me grouchy. I  am very excited to go home next friday that should put me in a better mood because I can get mor eof my moms homemade pomegranite jelly!

Sunday Musings I Have When I Should be Doing Other Things

SOOO I was talking to my mother today on the phone telling her about my life and all the adventurous things I do like babysitt and think about how boys are super attractive but sometimes they are dip sticks. Yes. I said it DIP STICKS. Not the fun dip kind either. Not even close. And also how a cat bit my cheek yesterday. My mom laughs at all my jokes too :) which I love and think is really nice of her because I don't think I am really all that funny lol. But anyway we were talking about this kid that aggrevates me because he says he will do stuff and does absolutely nothing. I am a woman of action!! I simply can not stand for such things! I have low patience. I am trying to work on it. For the children but its harrrrrd. And then she asked me if I cried about it. I told her no because firstly: I don't cry over spilt milk or losers. Secondly: my tear ducts are like broken I think? I seriously have not cried since I came to college which is not normal for me because I am super emotional. Especially when I watch sad movies. But lately I have been as dry as the mojave desert over here! Its not good though because when I finally do cry somebody build an ark cause its about to flood. Also church was super great lots of great comments about testimonies. I have gained my testimony of the LDS church through a series of big and small events. Like being in the hospital and receiving a preisthood blessing. Or when I am driving, being prompted to stop and wait before I back out of the driveway and a car zooms past. It just amazes me to think that god cares for each of us individually no matter how dumb the problem is like you can't find your car keys or something. The love hem has for each of us individually is just incredable plus he knows us so well! Better than we even know ourselves! It's quite the blessing :)

Life

So there are these free workout classes at the p.e. building and me and Lennyx decided that we were going to EVERY single one of these classes every week for the forseeable future. So far we are like 2 weeks in and I have discovered new places to be sore every day it seems like. I am so excited. It challanges me way better than I could ever challange myself. I am going to look so cute in my swimsuit this summer :) how exciting because looking cute in your swimsuit is HARD. Also today I almost cried in art today. How embarrassing right? Why can't I take crticism better? I mean I know they don't think I am a moron and hate my guts and stuff but...idk. I am pretty shy whether you all believe that or not lol. Like seriously I will be called on in a class any class doesn't even matter which one and I will start talking and I just start blushing. I hate it but I can't stop it. I am just a blusher. Gosh I hope that's cute cause I need SOMETHING going for me here besides my awesome abilities in the whole cooking and baking area lol. That only gets you so far because then people are like gosh your food is so yummy but your making me FAT. My apologies really I am trying to acquire other skills because smiling isn't really a skill but i am pretty good at that most of the time! I also bought some banana's at wal mart and they were so green like as green as the hulk. Not a hint of yellow. ALL the stupid banana's were like that though! It is killing me waiting for them to ripen because i want to make some oatmeal cut up a banana and put it in there and sprinkle some brown sugar on top. It's so yummy. Oatmeal is such a misunderstood food I feel like. people are like "eww its gross and gluey" no no not if you make it the right way. The right way would be making it with milk instead of water. So much better. Especially when you put in some cinnamon apple sauch and put apples in there then its kinda like breakfast apple pie. Or strawberry jam cause then its strawberry cream oatmeal. Thats super delicious too. Or you mix pumpkin in there with pumpkin pie spice and brown sugar stir that up and add some chocolate chips. Pumpkin chocolate chip oatmeal yum. Why am I rambling about oatmeal?! What the heck. I will stop. Lol have a goodnight.

Mildly Upset

Why do I associate with some of the poeple I do? Sometimes I really do wonder about myself and my awesome decisions I make sometimes lol. Let me start from the beginning folks. In a land full of magic and wonderment there is a girl. That girl is me. Ehrin. Sup. She is pretty much perfect. Well let me rephrase that pretty much perfectly...average. This average girl found what she thought was a an above average boy. She kinda liked this fellow and he told her he thought she was absolutely enchanting. (Shocking!) And he asked her on a date much to her surprise. Days went by plans were made to hang out repeatedly and were repeatedly abandonded due to this guys busy schedule at first it was ok. She was very understanding of how sometimes he had to work or was tired. Then one day he told her that he was going to come to Cedar. Just. To. See. Her. She was excited! The moment was finally coming. The day had arrived! They talked about what time he would arrive and what they would do. So she stayed home instead of going ice skating or to the gymnastics meet with her friends. She waited. And danced in the kitchen and made brownies with her roommate. And waited. She watched Crazy Stupid Love. And waited. The boy never came. He never called. He never texted her. She was angry. What the (insert bad word here because she doesn't swear) is that all about?! So she got some cousil from the wise older brother. James. He said guys do that. Make plans and break plans. Boys play games and this is one of them because they know it drives girls crazy. She told him that that is idiotic. He said yeah it is. Just act like you couldn't care less and he will come running back. But then again you can't act like you couldn't care less if you actually don't care at all ;) Gotta a love a happy ending right?

Its alright :)

We all suffer from feelings of inadequacy. We all suffer pain and emotional hurt. People are mean and they put us down and they hurt us.  People like that make me so sad because you never know how what you say is going affect people. You gotta be careful how you treat people. I try my best to treat others kindly but I also slip up sometimes. But its ok people! Don't be too sad and just try to show kindness to others. Its a good thing to do :) also eat more toast! Toast is delicious. Almost toooo delicious sometimes 0_o Its like the toaster magically makes bread extra delicious I love it! I just said delicious quite a few times just barely. Weird lol. Also we should be allowed to borrow puppies. Idk from where but lately I want a puppy more than like ANYTHING. If we could like rent a puppy that would be awesome. I would either rent an australian shepperd or a wiener dog. Those might be my two favorites. Plus baby wiener dogs fit in hotdog buns and that definitely makes for a cute picture :) yeah totally awesome. Anyway have a joyous sunday everyone and I appreciate you all very muchly!

Pressing Issues

I feel like I have the world at my fingertips. That this year is going to be a great year. Exciting things are going to happen. I am going to go on countless adventures. Its weird never felt quite like this before. Maybe because the world is going to end? haha I also feel like I need a valentine :/ valentines day is stupid we all know it and most of us that say it is stupid don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend and we are all a bunch of haters. That is true lol. But can't you just pick out like your favorite most huggable person you know and just be like yo wanna be my valentine no strings attached? Or yo wanna be my valentine possible strings attached? Or better yet wanna be my valentine and go smooch somewhere? Lol that one might be my favorite. I love the word smooch its so funny to say!!! Yeah I don't know about that business lol. Other pressing issues in my life.....cake balls. I made some they are so delicious best ones ever made hands down I bet ya! But there are so many and I really shouldn't be eating that garbage if I am trying to look babe status in my swimsuit this summer! Babe status that's another thing. I need to start doing something about that I mean at least shave my legs or something. I was going to have a leg shaving party but my leg shaving party people didn't come back till late and I got super tired and just couldn't do that stuff. I also want a puppy realllly realllly badly. Its hard. No pets allowed in the apartment but apparently fires are cool? What the EFF?!?!? Seriously though that was a highlight of the day haha :) I also went and got my hair cut and the lady didnt do my bangs quite right so I did them myself like a champ. I should go to hair school. That was the plan before SUU was in the picture lol.  But then I thought ahhhh boys don't like dummies better get my education on!! This blog post is sooo random rambley. Ya'll are great. Wish I was from the south. I feel like I would be really cute with a southern accent :)

GLORIOUS!!!!!

This first week back at school has seriously been glorious. I love my classes especially my art class I am seriously so excited words can't even describe because we get to do what we want!!  Like in high school its like oh here draw this....bird? lol I dont even know what I am saying. Love it lol. ANYWAY I went and worked out yesterday also super great I am sore today :) and I ate a turkey sandwich and I have been eating healthy and I feel really good and I am going to my first gymnastics meet today and I am really excited for that too! I got to visit with my friends cameron, james, landon, and scott they are such funny boys I love them. I LOVEEEE my institute class too! Its repentance forgiveness and the atonement omg my teacher is brother garners uncle so he is totally awesome just like Bro G. The insperation and the spirit literally just flow in there I wrote and underlined the whole time basically lol. Also I may or may not be in love? Yeah anyway ya'll have a great day :)

On the Road to Self Discovery!

I pretty much flow through life and let moments and random happenings wash over me. But every once in a while I think to myself who am I? So much of my life is filled with things that I am forced to do or just kind of go along with. Makes it kinda easy to lose yourself lol. So this year I am on the road to self discovery! I am going to do the things I like, challenge myself, laugh till it hurts, smile, cry, sing, shout, and jump for joy! Just enjoy my life ya know? So in order to do this I must properly introduce myself to you folks.
Hi my name is Ehrin.
Things I like:                                           Things I dislike:
Socks fresh out of the dryer                    Olives
Puppies/dogs                                          Fried foods
Running                                                  White bread
Sewing                                                    Days where I don't work out
Crafts                                                     When people tease me about something I struggle with
Doing Hair                                              When people talk down to me
Doing Nails                                             Chocolate ice cream
Doing make-up                                        Roller coasters
Holding hands :)                                        Heights
Muscles                                                   Creepers
Vegetables                                              When people make fun of me cause I don't have a boyfriend
Oatmeal                                                  Fighting
Nice people                                            Cursing
Laughing/smiling                                       Screaming
Adventures!!                                           Flaky people (ugh so much)
Baking and cooking                                 Selfish people
When people think my jokes are funny     Liars
Running shorts and t-shirts (YES)             Pickles :p

This is me in a nutshell people. If you want to know more stalk me or something haha! Jk don't stalk me that would be boring. I promise lol.