Today

Today has been a good day. I got up showered got ready for the day and had some delicious breakfast. I went to my math class and learned some stuff that I will probably never use again. Let me rephrase that I will make SURE I never have to use them again. I will sail through the remainder of my life avoiding all problems that require polynomials and quadratic equations to fix them. Sorry crazy Kelly with the flippy hair I don't want your freakin math dendrites!! Then I came home and went and ate some lunch with my best friends a.k.a my roommates they pretty much rock. Little Lennyx was sleeping tho so I just let her keep on napping. Then I saw a kid with really really blue eyes! They were so pretty. I was jealous because I have pretty much only wanted blue eyes my whole life. My eyes are boring like it wouldn't even be worth your time to deeply stare into them. Plus I would probably think you were a weirdie. And then I went to institute. I honestly really do like institute it's just I have hard time not zoning out. My mind is constantly wondering basically. If you could just see what I was thinking about when I am just sitting there it would be quite the mind bending journey lol. And then I did math homework. Well attempted to math homework. And I got so focused that I was almost late for my p.e. class. It's a pretty fun class we learn about things I am interested in like nutrition and eating disorders and exercising and all that jazz. And then I came home talked to my mom on the phone for like 5 minutes and that brings us to about now! Oh! Yesterday I saw Santa Claus at bread and soup night we had a nice talk he asked me what I wanted for christmas. I said a boyfriend. He said no. Idk why he said no I have been way good this year. Lol idk lately I have been feeling like I have been single for long enough just the hard part is finding the right fellow :p cause I think plenty of people around campus are attractive and lots of my guy friends are attractive just the thing is I have to not be repulsed by the idea of kissing you it's as simple as that. And there are some people I just can't picture kissing. It's ok though I am willing to wait. I would rather not be one of those insta-couples you see around campus who date for like a week and then for some reason or another never talk or want to be in the same room with the person ever again lol. So it's cool I can wait :)

Bothersome

Some things bother me. like when people leave the door open. Stupid. We are paying for heat why would we leave the door wide open? Plus it's cold why would we leave the door open?
Or when people pout when they are mad at me. Also stupid. I apologized and I feel bad, now you are just being a jerk by making me suffer because your feelings are hurt. Does it solve anything? No. Is it pathetic? Yes. Always.
Yelling also bothers me, Like yelling when you are having fun and being loud like that totally fine. Yelling because you are upset and swearing and stuff, it makes me feel so gross inside sitting and listening to how you don't have a big enough vocabulary to properly express yourself.
Swearing is another thing that bothers me. It literally makes me cringe. Especially when it's like a guy I like or am good friends with it just makes me so sad. Why? Because it's kind of a let down for me when someone I think is totally cool and rad and cute swears. The f-word especially. That one is the worst. Maybe I will start telling people that when they swear. That they are making me sad inside. They will probably just tell me to shut up, but if I believe in it I feel like it is worth it.
I also hate when people tell me I am stupid. That hurts. It really makes me just want to punch you in the face. But I am a lady and I don't hit people (usually) so I usually just get up and walk away so the person won't see   how much what they said really did effect me. I tend to do that with a lot of things. Lol I am just a runner in every aspect of my life I guess. Run for fun and for exercise run away from people that hurt me and run at my problems so I can tackle them head on and get them over with.
I also hate when people leave out the milk. Milk goes in the fridge. Duh!!
I also can't stand when people can't decide what they want. Like there was this guy I dated I was totally in love with him like if he would have asked for a kidney i would have been like alright cut me open lets do this. I would have done everything for him and then he broke up with me for this girl who was not the best girl. Let's just say she got around. That was the worst thing ever I was so mad. And then he realized he made a mistake and wanted to get back together which we did and then he broke up with me again and then I decided I honestly could not care less about someone who could do that to me not once. But twice. So after that I was so so happy enjoying my life and then we hung out together once like 2 weeks before he left for his mission and he told me he never stopped liking me the whole time and that he still liked me. Hard to believe because you have a steady stream of 15 and 16 year olds to text and hang out with. It's just like why? If you cared as much as you say you do why would you do these things to me? That kid needed to grow up and make up his mind lol.
I also find it bothersome that they never seem to have pineapple yogurt in the cafeteria anymore which is dumb cause that's my favorite flavor! Strawberry is good too but the peach kind is terrible. And cherry just isn't right!
Uggs also bother me. Those shoes are freaking ugly they a should be called fuggs thats how ugly they are.
But other than that my life rocks :)

I am Bummed at my Lamerness

Reasons why I am a lamer. Reason one I dont want to go to church tomorrow just because I feel like a fatty and feel like my church clothes show off how much of a chunk I really am. So shallow of me but looking presentable is really important to me. Reason two I have no self control when it comes to some things like any sugary substance basically. I hate it I wish I was stronger or better yet I wish I didnt even like sugar that would be awesome. Reason three lately running hasnt been going very well for me. I cant run as fast and as far and as well as I want to and it makes me upset. So upset. So upset to the point where I feel like the biggest lamer that ever walked this earth. I guess that's where my perfectionism comes into play if I don't look the way I feel like I should, I get like mad at myself. And when I feel mad like that I want to run and do something about it. But you can't run at 7:30 at night in the dark thats dangerous and the p.e. building is closed. And therefore I am s.o.l. and bummed.

Fitness Marathon's

Today Starting at 5:00 sharp I will be going on a fitness marathon with my dearest roommate Lennyx Jade Hatch (a.k.a Spatchy) We will begin this marathon with a joyous hour of Zumba. Zumba is freakin fun! I love to dance and I know I am not that great at it which makes it wvwn more fun so it should be a very well spent hour of my day! And then we are going running. I am on a running plan to increase my mileage and so is she so we will being today's blessed allotment of running which is great because I love to run. It's a good release and pushing yourself that hard and finishing and then catching your breath seriously no better feeling that I know of. And then we are going to go to the plyometrics class and for those of you not familiar with plyometrics basically it's a sweat bath in there you sweat your brains out because you are jumping around for 45 minutes its the greatest and probably hardest form of cardio. Love it. Then to top it all of the abs lab class. That makes your abs get pulled and pushed and squished and squashed in ways you have never dreamed of. It's hard core. And if i actually survive this fitness marathon pretty sure I have earned the title of being one of the most hardcore people ever.

Keep on Keepin On

Well as we all have heard like a trillion times in the past week Juniper is a condemned rat hole. And I LOVED every second I was there. My new apartment is beautiful! I get to stay with my friends and yell and jump and sing and prance around that place pretty much all I want! Its a really happy time and I would like to personally thank Mccabe and his girlfriend or telling me about it they are saints. I am also thankul for all the people that were worried about me and asked if I needed help or a place to stay that was way awesome of you guys. And I would like to thank Landon from the bottom of my heart for running and finding me all the way from the Science building thats bestfriendship right there! Even though everything is ok now and nobody is homeless anymore or any of that jazz I still feel sad because this whole crisis made everyone in the building so tightly woven together in friendship it's gonna be rough :/ not that we won't ever see eachother again it's just the fact that after this semester people are leaving on their missions and I cant walk up the stairs and get water from the good fountain and end up talking to people till 1:00 in the morning. I won't be able to smile at my favorite people everyday to let them know "Hey!! I love you!" or be a goofball and jump on the couches and not care who is watching or write people love letters and slip them under the door. No more cake in cup on bithdays and no more Sierra :( I love my RA she is he raddest human being on this earth. Totally number 1 forever!! Leaving Juniper also makes me want to confess my attraction for certain male individuals that I have had crushes on since I basically got here but lets be rational here I might actually see them around campus and that would be awkward :p and embarrassing and they might not even think I am cute because I rarely if ever look cute. On the brightside though as soon as they leave on their missions I can confess all I want!! :) yay for missions!!!!!!